October 26, 2019
Here I am. Laying in my bed sick again and wondering why it had to be me. I received my flu shot just two days ago. and still feel the after effects. As I was watching season 6 part 1 of Bojack Horseman, my Mother calls me to her room for a very important reason. I make haste as I hear her on the phone. It turns out she was talking to her Mother and wanted me to say hi. I was overwhelmed with joy and I waited until Grandma was done talking to my Mother. Once it was my turn, I reverted back to a little kid again, as joy over flooded my heart.
However, this conversation was different. This was not a conversation about how I was doing, what I was doing and what I wanted to talk about this time. No. This was a heart breaking yet uplifting conversation. Grandma talked to me about "death" and how her time was almost up. I listened with hidden tears in my eyes. She talked to me about living your life, doing what makes you happy, travel when I get the chance, to visit her before it is too late and to count your blessings. After that conversation, my Mother and I looked at each, took care of some paperwork, hugged each other and then we went back to our rooms in silence the whole night.
After I finished with the 1st part season 6 of Bojack Horseman, I was at a stand still. I looked over all of my college course work to see that it was already finished. Then, I checked my emails and discord. Afterwards, I just laid in my bed and started to hear a bunch of bible scriptures in my head. I couldn't quite figure out which verses they were, but they were being whispered in my ear as I slept.
To be continued.......
Next Time: Day 2- The multiple languages of God and change
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