October 27, 2019
The next morning, I woke up and did my research for my future projects. Not before I gave thanks to the almighty Jesus Christ himself and took care of my dog. My Mother was at work, while I was home alone taking care of my business with college and etc. Part of my body was still weak, from all the medication that I have taken to get rid of another sinus infection. After my daily nap, I checked my emails and updated myself on the AAA entertainment industry.
For the first time ever, I actually saw/heard myself as I was ranting/raving about the multiple mistakes of our governments and game companies. But why? Why did I start my morning like this again? Was I that passionate about being a game designer in the future? So I went to my discord and started to rant on my discord as a "persona" known as RoastemToast. RoastemToast is the exact opposite of how I am in this world. While I am the kindhearted and extremely patient individual, RoastemToast is patient and kind to a certain extent. Unlike me, he is the assertive side that was hidden inside of me for 10 years. But you all did not come here to hear about my story, personas/past tribulations did you?
As my mind was racing with tons of ideas to write and characters to draw, I decided to finally calm that side of me down, eat something and watch some funny videos. Unfortunately, that only soothed my persona for so long. The moment I was finished listening to an excellent sermon online, I went back online to more political nonsense. Guess what happened afterwards? RoastemToast came back and took over my mental conscious. After he was done ranting, I had to pray and do more personal research.
With another weekend gone, It was time for me prepare for another week of college while I wait for a response from my new job on when I can start working. Sometimes, it is easy for us to be extremely agitated and let our "personas" take over us. But it takes a strong willed being to let God just work and leave the statistics to the side for once.
To be continued.....
Next Time: Day 3- The multiple languages of God and change
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